niffira.nia's: From Ain to Ain.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

From Ain to Ain.

..and finally. The reasons were unveiled, crushing down the self-made wall my consciousness had constructed, out of confusion and denials.

I didn't even know it was the 14th. It wasn't even planned. What did it matter anyways? Allah Almighty had His own way, for sure, of showing things. A pleasant twist it was, insecurity still creeping in with the promise of a threat - of slight fling, of a mere dream.

Today the sky was pretty blue. The sun was kind, the clouds were a puffy smoke, sailing through the midst of nothingness. I looked up, set my eyes upon the vast of blue, attempting to penetrate its depth. I felt the fluttering wings of my own heart. I can hear its steady beat within me - feeling more alive that I had ever been for months now. The tiny thread of faith had proven itself to be worthy after all, with it I clung without knowing.

How long will this last?

The warmth, the sense of fulfillment and contentment of having to live, at all.

Thanks.


4 comments:

AxL VoGa said...

Let the decision be made from The Almighty...
So long the time is there, so long you should cling to what you think is worthwhile..

ibnuazlan said...

That tiny thread of faith can slowly be a cozy sweater. But that can only happen if you start knitting.

fats. said...

im happy for you bbe. i'll make sure he'll be nice. :)

水晶 said...

.有價值的東西,都要付出代價。-..............................

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